every since i was a teen and read ‘the stand’ twice in a row, ive had these armageddon fantasies / nightmares / daydreams that have completely fascinated me. and have never really gone away. theres still some weird irrational part of me thats just waiting and expecting it to happen. anytime. and now theres this show on history channel called ‘after armageddon’ and im all nervous and anxious watching it.
its good.
id like to think id be able to survive, but…